Yes...it's been quite awhile since I wrote my memoirs here, due to many factors. Let me go through my diary since last I wrote and I"ll write again, Insyaallah...soon. Apologies, too many hindrance and obstacles. Anyway, that's life isn"t it? Writing about things will depend on whether we can pen it down or not, at that particular moment. Mood and emotions too, play a role in our mind. So, hopefully soon, I will find the nerve again...adieu for now.
Aku mencari Ayah dalam mimpi, pada bayang, dalam hati... ku...My mind form words. My heart says it all. And Ayah is always on my mind. Now, everything I think, everything I say, everything I do, I always refer to Ayah... What he would think, how he would feel, what he would say. He is and will always be my guiding star.